Sunday, October 5, 2008

The test was Negative

Sorry I haven't posted in a long time. The 2 week wait is always the hardest part for me. It's hard not to feel every little thing and think it's a sign or a symptom. The obsessing is pretty horrible.

I pretty much have felt nothing this cycle, which I knew wasn't a good thing. I had some plans this weekend and didn't want to ruin my weekend, so I waited to test. I just came home and tested, and as I suspected, it was negative.

It's just so hard to understand infertility and how God chooses those with him he blesses with a child. We have been trying to start our family for 5 years, 2 of which were with medical assistance. We were successful in getting pregnant twice, but God chose to take those babies home with him.

We are devastated of course, but time will heal our broken hearts, and we'll move on again. At least we have 6 frozen embryo's left to try with. Thanks for all your continued love and support. I don't know where we would be without all our family and friends.

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